always been misunderstood
Loki sat in the shadows, his fingers tracing the edge of his blade, the sound a soft scrape against the cold steel. He wasn’t the trickster god they thought he was—not some mindless agent of chaos, but clever, wise, always a few steps ahead. The gods misunderstood him, just as they misunderstood all tricksters. Cleverness, in their eyes, was something to fear. And when they couldn’t control it, they branded it evil.
Loki, though? He wore the title like a badge. He had no desire to fit into their neat boxes of good and evil. His schemes weren’t driven by malice, but by the deep need to push the boundaries, to upend the status quo, and to force the gods—so complacent in their ivory towers—to question the rigid order they’d built. There was a method to the madness, a game he played that only a few could understand.
Misunderstood gods are a fascinating aspect of mythology, often playing roles that are complex, multifaceted, and difficult to categorize as strictly good or evil. These deities often inhabit spaces between moral absolutes, challenging the perceptions of the cultures that worship or fear them.
Loki from Norse mythology is often painted as the villain responsible for triggering Ragnarök—the end of the world. Yet, Loki is far more complex than a simple agent of chaos. He is a shapeshifter, a trickster, and a god of cunning and mischief, but many of his early actions, like the creation of Thor’s hammer, were pivotal in helping the gods. Loki’s trickery often serves as a way to reveal the gods’ own shortcomings, exposing how they cling to their power while ignoring the inherent fragility of their world. Loki is an embodiment of ambiguity—a god who doesn’t fit neatly into categories, misunderstood because he challenges the existing order(Ancient Origins)(Stanford Solar Center).
Loki wasn’t alone. Across cultures and time, tricksters have always been misunderstood angels, challenging the gods and the people to reconsider the world they believed they knew. Across the world, we see trickster figures taking on similar roles: blurring the lines between wisdom and folly, heroism and villainy. One of the best examples comes from African mythology, where the spider god Anansi uses his wit to shape the world. Anansi wasn’t strong, but he was clever. He tricked animals bigger and more powerful than himself to capture stories from the Sky God, turning them into wisdom that he shared with humans. Like Loki, Anansi is misunderstood as merely a chaotic force, when in reality, his trickery reveals deeper truths. He’s not just a figure of disruption; he’s the force that moves culture forward, by breaking apart old systems to make way for new stories(Bicultural Mama®)(Ancient Origins). Anansi, the African spider-god, spun his web of stories, tangling kings and spirits alike, not to destroy but to teach. In his stories, wisdom is not gained by brute strength but through cleverness. The powerful were humbled, the weak elevated.
The Yoruba god Eshu plays a similar role, navigating between worlds. Eshu, the Yoruba trickster, carried the crossroads on his back, guiding people toward choices that would forever change their lives. He didn’t do this to cause harm—his power lay in revealing the truth hidden within decisions, forcing mortals to confront their deepest selves. He’s the divine messenger, but more importantly, Eshu is the god of crossroads—those spaces where choices are made and destinies are rewritten. Eshu’s cleverness is in his manipulation of fate itself, turning chance into opportunity. He’s not a god of destruction, but of transformation, reminding people that nothing is ever as it seems. When Eshu arrives at a village, wearing a hat that is red on one side and white on the other, he walks down the middle of a path, causing villagers to argue over the color of his hat. It’s not just a trick; it’s a lesson on perspective and the limits of certainty(Bicultural Mama®)(Stanford Solar Center).
Like Loki, Coyote, from Native American mythology, was always stirring up trouble, Coyote is the bringer of fire, the maker of the world, and the creator of chaos. His cleverness doesn’t always benefit himself; in fact, Coyote often suffers for his tricks. He tries to reshape the world but ends up entangled in his own schemes, a reminder that even the cleverest beings are subject to the whims of fate. Like the other tricksters, Coyote embodies a certain type of wisdom that defies rules and expectations. He is the voice of the wilderness, the boundary-breaker, the one who questions what others take for granted. There was a deeper layer to his pranks. In his chaos, there was growth. The people learned to adapt, to survive, and to see the world from a new perspective. Coyote was the one who broke the rigid rules of the gods, not out of spite, but to help the world evolve, just as Loki did when he tested the gods of Asgard, pushing their patience, making them stronger through strife.(Stanford Solar Center)(spaceknowledge.org).
And what of the Japanese tanuki, a shape-shifting trickster that could be mischievous but also kind? Tanuki plays tricks not out of malice but to entertain and reveal the folly of human arrogance. They remind us that life is to be played with, not merely suffered.
Let’s not forget the Hindu trickster Krishna, who was both a god of wisdom and a master of illusion. Krishna’s tricks, from stealing butter as a child to deceiving enemies in battle, were often playful, yet deeply significant. His wisdom transcended simple morality, and his cleverness was in teaching through mischief, a reminder that not all lessons come through suffering. Krishna's divine play (lila) speaks to a broader truth: that life, in all its complexity, is a game to be navigated with both seriousness and joy(Bicultural Mama®).
But Loki, more than the others, stood apart. His schemes weren’t just for the thrill—they were for survival. In the eternal game of gods and mortals, only the tricksters lived on. Loki had seen gods die. He had seen Odin himself fall in Ragnarök, taken by Fenrir. And after that battle, when the halls of Asgard were empty, and the warriors had all perished, there was only Loki. He alone knew how to bend fate, how to outthink the Norns themselves. He was not just a trickster—he was the last of the ronin, a wanderer with no master, moving through worlds and time, always searching for the next horizon to challenge.
In Christian mythology, Lucifer is perhaps one of the most famous misunderstood figures. Originally an angel, Lucifer's name means "light-bringer," symbolizing his high status and wisdom. His fall from grace is traditionally interpreted as rebellion against God, but some see Lucifer as a symbol of enlightenment, a figure who defied authority to bring knowledge to humanity, much like Prometheus in Greek mythology. Prometheus, after all, stole fire from the gods to give to mankind, a profoundly heroic act that still resulted in eternal punishment(spaceknowledge.org)(Bicultural Mama®). Lucifer, too, embodies this duality: both a symbol of evil and a misunderstood champion of human free will.
Loki stood at the edge of the world, and for once, he wasn’t grinning. His usual smirk had faded, leaving behind a quiet, thoughtful expression that almost looked—if you didn’t know him—humble. He kicked at the dust absentmindedly, eyes scanning the horizon. The gods were behind him, and they were always behind him, watching, waiting for him to mess up, to do what they expected of him. But that wasn’t what troubled him. No, what gnawed at him, deep in his gut, was this nagging sense that maybe, just maybe, they didn’t get him at all.
“Misunderstood,” he muttered to himself, shaking his head. “That’s what I am.”
He chuckled at that thought. How ironic, right? He, Loki, the one who could talk circles around anyone, couldn’t get them to see the real him. But who was he, really? The trickster, sure. The troublemaker, of course. But wasn’t he more than that? He wanted to say yes. But every time he tried to explain, every time he showed them that his schemes weren’t meant to destroy but to shake things up a little, they labeled him the villain. And he was left—again—on the outside, looking in.
His mind drifted to Lucifer, that other famous troublemaker. Loki smiled, a real smile this time. They weren’t so different, were they? Both of them had fallen from the good graces of the higher-ups. Both of them were painted with the same brush of rebellion, when all they really wanted was to... what? Ask questions? Lucifer had been the brightest, hadn’t he? The one with the most potential. Yet when he dared to ask, "Why not me?" he was cast down. Loki could relate to that—except he wasn’t cast down. No, he jumped. He leapt into every scheme, every prank, every twist and turn, not to see things burn, but to see if anyone would finally get it.
“You know,” Loki mused, almost talking to the wind now, “it’s not that I want them to suffer. Not really.” He kicked at a rock, watching it skitter away. “I just want them to... learn.” He chuckled again, this time with a little more mischief creeping back in. “Like that time I got Thor into that mess with the giants. Sure, it was a little chaotic, but in the end, didn’t he learn something? Didn’t we all? But no, no one thanks Loki for that.”
He sighed, leaning on his staff. “Just like Lucifer. Poor guy. He’s stuck down there, forever branded the bad one, when all he did was want to offer people a choice. Isn’t that the whole point? Choice?”
But then Loki’s smile widened, and a flicker of his usual bravado returned. “Of course, I’m clever enough to handle it. Unlike that old goat, I’m still up here, still spinning my little webs. So who’s really winning?” He straightened, puffing out his chest in mock confidence. “If they were smart, they’d thank me. All those times I saved their hides—oh, they don’t mention that in the songs, do they? ‘Loki, the one who convinced the dwarves to make Mjolnir.’ No, no, it's all ‘Loki, the liar,’ ‘Loki, the betrayer.’ They forget. They always forget.”
He paused, his eyes narrowing as the faint sounds of laughter echoed from the halls of Asgard behind him. They weren’t laughing with him, that much he knew. They never were. But still, he laughed along. Because that was his role, wasn’t it? The fool in their eyes, the clever one, on his own. He wasn’t looking for validation—not anymore. He had stopped needing their approval long ago. What he wanted was... what? To be understood?
“Well,” he murmured, glancing up at the sky, “that’s not going to happen, is it?”
But the thing about Loki—what made him truly dangerous—was that he wasn’t bitter. He didn’t sulk or stew in his misfit role. No, he relished it. Being misunderstood had its perks. No one expected the trickster to save the day, which meant that when he did, it was on his terms. And when things went wrong? Well, no one expected much from him anyway, did they?
Loki flicked a pebble into the distance, his grin widening. “Let them laugh,” he said, with just a hint of mischief returning to his voice. “Let them think I’m the fool. The truth is, they’ll never understand me. And that... that’s just fine.”
He began to walk, his footsteps light, his eyes twinkling with something that looked like trouble but felt like freedom. Misunderstood? Maybe. But Loki knew something they didn’t: while they lived their lives bound by rules and expectations, he was free. Free to scheme, free to question, free to break every chain they tried to bind him with. And as he strolled into the chaos of his own making, he laughed. Not because they’d never get it—but because they’d never have to.
Prometheus, the Titan who defied Zeus to bring fire to humanity, was punished with eternal torment. He was bound to a rock where an eagle would eat his liver every day, only for it to regenerate each night. Prometheus is often seen as a symbol of defiance, but also of compassion for humankind. He is misunderstood because his punishment was framed as just by the Olympian gods, yet his crime was motivated by a desire to elevate humans to the status of divine knowledge. His act was both rebellious and self-sacrificing, making him a tragic hero(Ancient Origins).
Loki stood at the threshold of thought and time, gazing out over the horizon of human history as if it were a tapestry, woven from threads he himself had tangled. He had seen humanity rise, falter, rise again—and through it all, they had worshipped him, feared him, and, most of all, misunderstood him. But he wasn’t alone in that. No, there was another—Prometheus, that thief of fire, that rebel who had stolen light from the gods and given it to mankind.
As Loki sat into a nice comfortable cross leg in a quiet corner of the cosmos, eyes half-lidded, lost in thought. It wasn’t often that he found himself thinking about another trickster, but there was something about Prometheus that gnawed at him. The Titan who had stolen fire from the gods—now, wasn’t that a tale? A trickster like Loki, but with a different spin. Prometheus gave fire, gave knowledge, to humans, and was punished eternally for it. How human of him, Loki mused. How predictably tragic. But Prometheus wasn’t like Loki. He didn’t play tricks for the sake of chaos. No, Prometheus believed in something higher, something almost... noble. Foolish.
And yet, as Loki sat there, staring at the endless stretch of stars, he couldn’t help but wonder if he and Prometheus weren’t caught in the same tangled web. Both of them, gods who had dared to cross lines drawn by other gods. Both of them, misunderstood. But here’s where the trick lay: Prometheus believed in the betterment of man. He had faith. Loki—Loki just watched. He watched men take their fire, their light, and burn everything around them. Prometheus handed them power, and they had no idea what to do with it.
But here’s the catch. Over time, the humans didn’t just worship Prometheus for his sacrifice—they made him into something else. With every generation, every story passed down, Prometheus changed. The fire became a metaphor, the rebellion against Zeus a symbol of defiance. Prometheus, the bringer of light, was no longer just a Titan bound to a rock. He had become a figure, a god shaped and reshaped by human hands, by their desires and dreams. The fire, the knowledge he gave them—it consumed him just as much as it consumed them. And Loki? He wondered if he was next.
Human energy—human belief—that’s what creates gods, isn’t it? Oh sure, Loki was born of the Aesir, tied to their myths and rituals, but over the years, he felt the pull of something else. Humans, in their stories, reshaped him. Made him darker, more twisted. Once, he was the clever one, the one who kept the gods on their toes. Now? Now, he was the one who brought about Ragnarök. But that wasn’t how it began, was it?
“Did you know,” Loki said aloud, though no one was there to hear, “that in some versions of your story, Prometheus, you weren’t even bound to a rock? That you weren’t a martyr at all?” He grinned at the absurdity of it. “They changed you. Made you what they needed you to be.”
But the irony, the thing that made Loki chuckle, was that he knew it all. The humans might change the stories, twist them into whatever form they liked, but Loki—the god—still knew. He knew how it began, how it unfolded, and how it was supposed to end. It was a paradox of sorts: gods exist because of human belief, but they exist beyond it too. The stories morph, the gods evolve, but Loki? Loki would always be Loki. The problem was, no one understood that. Not even the gods.
Loki had watched Prometheus' fire burn through the ages, lighting the path for humanity’s endless hunger for knowledge. He saw men build empires, tear them down, and rebuild them again—all with the fire that Prometheus had given them. But they never learned. Not really. And maybe that was the ultimate trick. Prometheus had given them the illusion of progress, of enlightenment. But what did they do with it? They repeated the same mistakes, over and over again. And wasn’t that just the funniest thing?
"What were you thinking?" Loki murmured, as if speaking to the Titan himself, though Prometheus was nowhere to be found. "You must have known. You must have seen how this would all play out." He paused, a crooked smile forming on his lips. "Or did you?"
Loki chuckled at the thought. "Fire was just a spark," he said to the air. "But look what it became."
"What a joke," Loki muttered. "The fire he gave them wasn’t just heat and light. It was ambition. And with ambition comes the hunger to change. To rewrite the world. To rewrite even the gods."
And they did, didn’t they? Humans took Prometheus’s fire, and they built with it. They created stories, laws, philosophies—and gods. Prometheus had given them the tools to forge their own myths, to shape the divine in their image. And so, over time, the gods changed. They evolved, just as humans did, because gods are nothing without those who believe in them. The syncretism of time—Loki had seen it firsthand. How one god became many, how the gods merged, splintered, and reformed, how the pantheons shifted with the tides of history. He had seen himself in different forms: trickster, devil, wise fool, demon, savior. The names changed, but the role remained the same.
He thought of Lucifer again, the fallen angel, misunderstood like him, like Prometheus. "The brightest of angels," Loki mused, "cast down because he dared to seek more." How many times had humans recreated that story? How many times had they turned rebellion into villainy, wisdom into hubris? And yet, they still longed for that spark—the same spark Prometheus had given them. The same spark that Lucifer had been punished for chasing.
"Funny, isn’t it?" Loki said, though no one was listening. "They want the fire, but they hate the ones who steal it."
But there was something else, something deeper—a paradox that Loki had spent eons unraveling. The gods had the knowledge, the power to see beyond human comprehension, to know the cycles of time, the rise and fall of civilizations. And yet, in that vast expanse of divine understanding, they too were bound—bound by the very beings who worshipped them. The more humanity evolved, the more the gods changed. They became reflections of the people who created them, shaped by human energy, by the prayers, the fears, the hopes cast into the void. Prometheus might have given humans fire, but the gods needed that fire too. They needed it to stay alive, to remain relevant in a world that no longer feared the darkness.
Loki smiled. "Prometheus thought he was giving them something they lacked. But the truth is, he gave them something they were always going to take."
That was the paradox, wasn’t it? Gods like Prometheus, like Loki, like Lucifer—they weren’t just creators or tricksters. They were created in turn, by the very beings they sought to enlighten. Every time a human prayed, every time a story was told, the gods were reborn, reshaped. They lived in the minds of the people who believed in them, and that belief was both their strength and their prison.
But Loki, oh, Loki understood the game. He always had. "You can’t steal fire without getting burned," he muttered, his grin growing wider. And that was the real joke, the cosmic punchline that none of the other gods seemed to get. Prometheus had been chained to that rock for eternity, but what had he really given up? In truth, it was the humans who had chained him there—chained him to their stories, their need for heroes and villains. Just like they had chained Loki to the role of trickster, of troublemaker.
And yet, that was where the power lay. In the chaos, in the laughter, in the trickery. Loki knew that better than anyone. Humans might change their gods, might rewrite the stories, but the essence of the trickster—the one who broke the rules, the one who challenged the status quo—would never die. Because humans needed that too. They needed someone to question, to push, to laugh in the face of authority. And as long as they needed that, Loki would be there, spinning his web, stealing the fire.
He thought again of Prometheus, bound to his rock, and smiled. "You gave them the fire," Loki said softly. "But I... I give them the entropy they need to keep it burning."
In the end, gods and humans weren’t so different. Both were bound by the stories they told, by the fires they stole, by the choices they made. And Loki—well, Loki would keep playing his part, misunderstood and brilliant, laughing at the cosmic joke only he seemed to get.
Because in the end, it wasn’t about the fire. It was about the trick. And Loki—Loki was the greatest trick of them all. Loki’s wisdom lay in his ability to see what others couldn’t.
The gods, for all their power, were blinded by their arrogance. They couldn’t see the inevitability of their own downfall. But Loki knew. He always knew. When he set the wheels of Ragnarök in motion, it wasn’t out of hatred—it was out of necessity. The gods had grown complacent. They had stopped evolving. And Loki, like all tricksters, understood the danger of stagnation—a wandering, unbound force, neither hero nor villain. He is clever precisely because he understands the language games, the spaces between truth and falsehood, and how to exploit them. His knowledge of the inner workings of Asgard’s power structures made him dangerous, and thus, when he played his final game—triggering Ragnarök—the gods were both fearful and envious. It wasn’t simply about chaos; it was about using chaos to reveal the flaws in their order. In a way, Loki's cleverness was his curse; his understanding went too far, seeing the brokenness in even the gods themselves.
He wasn’t trying to destroy the world; he was trying to save it. In destruction, there is rebirth. The sun falls, but it always rises again. Fenrir would devour the light, yes, but the darkness would not last forever. That was the secret. The gods thought they could hold back the end, but Loki knew better. The trick was in letting go, in embracing the chaos, in finding the beauty in the unraveling.
Loki sat on the edge of time considering this, running a hand through his hair, staring at the infinite possibilities that stretched before him. Today, though, his mind was on Prometheus. That stubborn Titan, the one who gave fire to men, and with it, the spark of rebellion, of knowledge. What had he been thinking? And, more importantly, who had shaped Prometheus into the god who dared defy Zeus?
“You didn’t do it alone, did you?” Loki muttered to the ether. Prometheus wasn’t just born with a reckless streak and an affinity for fire. No, there were gods before him—forces older than Zeus, older than the Olympians. Who had whispered in Prometheus' ear? Who had taught him that it was worth suffering eternal torment if it meant giving mankind the ability to stand on their own?
Loki pondered the ancient knowledge that Prometheus must have carried—lessons passed down through Uranus, the sky god, or perhaps from Gaia, the primordial mother. They weren’t just beings of creation. They had seen the rise and fall of entire pantheons, and they understood that rebellion wasn’t just about fire. It was about power, the kind that came with knowledge. And knowledge, as Loki well knew, was the greatest weapon of all.
“You had mentors, didn’t you?” Loki continued, his eyes narrowing. “Titans who stood tall before you, gods who saw the world not in black and white, but in fire and ash, in destruction and rebirth. Who taught you that sometimes, the only way to change the world is to burn it down, just a little?”
Prometheus, Loki thought, wasn’t the first to challenge the gods. He was simply standing on the shoulders of those who had come before him. What about Iapetus, his own father, the Titan of mortality? Surely, it was from him that Prometheus learned that gods weren’t infallible—that they, too, could bleed, could fall. Mortality, Loki realized, wasn’t just a curse. It was freedom. And that’s what Prometheus had given humanity—the freedom to make their own choices, even if it led them to ruin.
Loki tilted his head, a mischievous grin tugging at his lips. “You didn’t come up with this on your own, Prometheus. You were clever, sure, but you had help. Maybe it was Gaia, whispering to you from the earth, reminding you that even the gods came from something older, something more primal. Or maybe it was Uranus, the sky itself, watching over you, teaching you that sometimes, rebellion is the only way to survive.”
But Prometheus was more than a student of rebellion. Loki could feel it now, this weight of ancient knowledge that had shaped the Titan. Prometheus understood the paradox of the gods—their need for worship, for reverence, but also their vulnerability to those very things. He knew that by giving fire to humans, he wasn’t just giving them warmth or light. He was giving them the power to create and destroy, just like the gods themselves.
“And that’s what they feared, isn’t it?” Loki murmured, his grin fading. “Zeus didn’t fear the fire. He feared the freedom it gave them. The freedom to challenge the heavens, to carve their own path. Just like I did.”
Loki chuckled, imagining Prometheus standing before Zeus, knowing full well what his punishment would be. But Prometheus didn’t flinch. He had learned from the ancient gods that suffering was part of the game. That pain wasn’t the end—it was just another chapter in the story. Loki could almost hear Prometheus thinking, “Go ahead. Chain me to this rock. But the fire I’ve given them? It’ll burn forever.”
And in that, Prometheus found a power even Loki could admire. The power not just to trick the gods, but to play the long game. The power to plant a seed of rebellion that would grow long after the gods had faded from memory. That was the kind of cunning Loki loved—subtle, patient, enduring.
Loki’s thoughts wandered to his own story. Wasn’t he, too, standing on the shoulders of gods before him? The trickster gods of other pantheons, like Eshu of the Yoruba, or Coyote of the Native American myths. Each one had taught him something different about the nature of chaos, the value of defiance, and the beauty of freedom. He wasn’t alone in this game. Just like Prometheus, Loki had inherited a legacy—a lineage of tricksters, rebels, and misunderstood beings who had shaped the universe not through brute force, but through cleverness, through insight.
But unlike Prometheus, Loki had found something more. He had found a way to break free of it all. Prometheus might still be chained, still bound to the rock, still suffering for his gift. But Loki—Loki had learned the ultimate trick. He had learned how to let go.
“I think I get it now,” Loki whispered, his voice softer, almost reverent. “You weren’t just defying Zeus. You were defying everything. You knew that gods were just as bound by fate as humans. You knew that by giving them fire, you were making them like us. Free to make mistakes, free to fail. And that, Prometheus, was the real gift. Not fire. Choice.”
Loki stood, stretching his arms to the heavens, feeling the weight of all the ancient knowledge that had shaped him, shaped Prometheus, shaped them all. But unlike Prometheus, Loki wasn’t bound to it. He had taken that knowledge, learned its lessons, and then let it go.
And that, Loki realized, was his greatest freedom. He could choose not to play the game. He could walk away, not because he had to, but because he wanted to. Prometheus had taught him that much. And maybe, just maybe, Prometheus had known that all along.
With a final smile, Loki stepped forward, leaving the past behind, free in a way that neither gods nor men could fully understand.